Yes I am… Maybe.

Daily Prompt: Happily Ever After

“And they lived happily ever after.” Think about this line for a few minutes. Are you living happily ever after? If not, what will it take for you to get there?

What Is happiness, What is a happily ever after?

I am pretty certain I have found mine, Renato and I are ultimately happy to be together and in love,but this happiness came at a massive price for us both and we sacrifice so much for it.

We first met when i was 14 and he was 19 Elvis and Lisa Marie style,nothing happened, we didnt even speak to each other, but he was handsome and I remembered,We met again when I was 17, on my way to a weekend away with my then boyfriend to loose my Virginity, All it would have taken was one word from me and that guy would have been Renato, not who it ended up being, we spoke, we flirted, we felt we had known each other for ever. I felt like my happiness was left behind on that train and I couldn’t love like that, so I agreed I would try and make this relationship with my boyfriend work…

It didnt, but I did fall in love, not with Renato.. with the bad boy, the older man, the mystery, the man with the delicious foreign accent and bad attitude, but who had an awesome music collection, I loved him when everything that was my sense told me not too….

Renato and I re-met when I was 21, this time, the internet brought us together. and has kept us together, skype, gmail.email… all being utilized right now when we are financially in a situation that keeps us apart 5 days a week. When we were the couple that was LITERALLY together every minute, but now we aren’t even in gtalk every minute, its hours… before we even get to say hi, its days before we get to kiss. but then we kiss and spend a weekend in happy couples retreat.

Is this the happily ever after we had dreamed of and hoped for?

No

Is it a happily ever after that I want “ever after”?

Yes,because I chased him for too long to loose him now.

Im not happy with our predicament but I am happy with him, he’s my man and I love him.

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13 comments

  1. emmajones12345 · · Reply

    Reblogged this on My Life.

    1. Thanks for the re-blog!

      1. emmajones12345 · ·

        No problem! How old are you?

  2. That was quite direct, kudos! I am 23 nearly 24.

  3. Some interesting thoughts there. I love the way you put your thoughts so strongly and there is certain boldness to what you write.

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  11. jalal michael sabbagh.http://gravatar.com/jmsabbagh86@gmail.com · · Reply

    Beautiful blog.l speak five languages.Arabic, English, German , Turkish, Armenian. i like to learn about other cultures ,Wishing you success.jalal

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